The Full Story
The Healing Begins
Why is it that when I let go of others, it doesn't hurt—
Instead, it feels like a release… like the pain is finally leaving my heart.
I tried to be true to myself, but no one was listening. No one believed me.
Why did it take so long to realize that this isn’t what she wanted?
She wanted to be alone.
She was shaped by different people, trying to become someone…
But others kept trying to break her down.
All she ever wanted was to be loved—
Genuinely, by someone who truly saw her.
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The mistake she made was trusting someone to shape her—
To build her into something that wasn’t truly her.
It was done against her will, but it still wasn’t enough to destroy her.
Now, she realizes…
She was molded by the hands of others, not by herself.
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The person she was supposed to trust… was herself, from the very beginning.
The pain she carries isn't from what others created—
It's from the trust she gave them, when she should have trusted herself.
But now, her eyes are open.
There will be no revenge from her—
She leaves that in the hands of the Father.
She will rise again,
And this time…
She will finally become the woman she was always meant to be.
Mission
The mission was always to love you—forever.
The mistake I made? Climbing mountains just to reach you… but you never even looked up.
Still, a promise is a promise.
One day, I hope you see the truth—
And I pray it won’t be too late for us.
Do you know how many times I forgave you?
I bet you never kept count—
But you remembered every word others said about me
And judged me without hesitation.
Miracles happened—real ones—for both of us.
But they didn’t count to you,
Because you didn’t love me yet… not at that time.
You replaced me more times than I can recall,
And still, I forgave you.
But now…
A stranger’s words are more believable to you than mine.
I guess that’s the proof—you never really loved me.
Your words said one thing,
But your eyes… they only stared at my naked body.
Vision
Her vision is to leave the past behind—
Because there’s always a new tomorrow.
The pain will heal in time,
But the words she let go of will echo and create change.
She always forgives the ones she loves and trusts,
And somehow, she always goes back—
Back to what she knows,
Back to where it hurts.
She chooses the same path,
Not because she wants the pain,
But because she never learned how to say what she truly feels.
She’s healed completely…
But still finds herself returning to the people who once broke her.
There are so many good hearts out there—
I hope you’ll finally see them.
Because the love you gave her was too much to waste.
And in the end, all those promises you once believed?
They won’t change anything—
No matter how hard you try to convince yourself otherwise.
